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I have a confession to make.



Arhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!






I am a lousy mom!


I am not an early riser. 


My favorite word is "Cepat! Cepat!" 
Bcos I always almost late. And morning is always in a hurry. Morning at home is always a chaos. Especially now, with 2 kids! Ape ni???? Shame on you Suhana. Sigh!


I am nor a morning person neither a night person. I am only at my full pace during mid-day (after 9a.m) and early night. 


I always wanted to sleep early so that I can get up early. But I fail both! I just love to sleep. And so lazy to wake up. Sayang sangat tido tu hoih!


I was/am known as a committed person. My Master supervisor praised me (been told this by his phd student), he said I was his best student yada yada, my superior always labeled me as benchmark (when it comes to submission and dateline I mmg tip top phewwe), i can finish my task even before the due date, I (plan to) work to perfection and i will stressed out the latter. Haha!! See? How great was that?!

Great!?????!!?!??! Puihhhhhhhh

NO! Not great at all! Booo!!!

Because at the end of the day, too many to juggle between.

And I am still a lousy mom. Lousy lousy lousy!

I have to change! 

Change! Ubah! Sila berubah sebelum kena ketuk diri sendiri.

To a more productive, to efficiently manage time and work (stuff at home especially), to sleep less but still energetic, and most importantly to be an early riser!!!! Boleh boleh boleh mesti boleh! Kena paksa diri supaya boleh! 

Selamat berubah!

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