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Ranting and raving about none of my business. Space Space Space Well Tomorrow is Friday and I am super glad about it. Can't stop thinking about the long weekend ahead. Will make sure the weekend will be well spent. I promise. I feel a bit lethargic. And sleepy. I don't know. Perhaps I have few things to juggle in a short period of time. Banyak fikir sangat kot haha. My to-do-list is piling up. From work to house chores. Semua nak masuk dalam list. Ye lah nanti lupa pulak. The thing is when I have so many things to do I don't know where to start. Which part I should start with. Yes. I am like that. Think I need to sort things out and get going. Kalau tak sampai ke sudah kerja tak siap. So I shall start with. 1. Buang kasut2 lama dekat shoe rack. 2. Sort out Sara's old clothes to make room for her new clothes. Penuh dah her closet sampai tak muat nak masuk baju2 baru. Box dah beli dah. 3. Buat filing << W 4. Continue simulation and writing << M

Oh ini kelakar. Like orang cakap "funny-funny thing"? Yikes. But not for me. Apa yang orang CAKAP BEHIND MY BACK is not a funny thing to me. It matters. Like, apehal? I don't remember ever mention ANY ONE or ANY SPECIFIC NAME in my blog. Except MM, Sara and Adib. I write random stuff. Yes I did curse in my blog. I write what I think. I write what I feel. I write what I wanted to. Because, we are all entitled to our own opinion. It is how you expressed your opinion. Tapi aku tak mengumpat. Aku tak pergi cerita kat orang. Takde keje. Bcos I know very well bila kita cerita kat orang, the tendency untuk satu dunia tahu itu sangat tinggi. Even those people swear to God tak cerita kat orang, u can count on me, I am the most trusted person on earth, I am your bestest buddy kan takkan la mesti la I simpan rahsia you bla bla bla all bluff. And knowing some ppl, will simply add in sugar salt pepper to spice up the taste. It happens la. Tapi bukan semua mcm tu. Some

Okay how to start with? Harini kan gaji. Eh semalam. Haha. Buat-buat lupa pulak. I always have this kind of "love-hate" relationship with payday, as a matter of fact ramai kot orang macam tu. Perasan tak apparently our pay cheque ni macam transit je dekat acc kita pastu ntah mana2 dia pegi. Or mungkin aku sorang je kot. Haha. #sosad. Sebab tu selalu mcm buat2 tak tau bila hari gaji. Sebab konon nak bagi duit tu lama sikit la dalam account. Boleh ke gitu? Ape2 je lah. So my common practice is I do not straight away pay the bills. So merasalah kaya sekejap. Cam poyo je kan. #bitingnails Speaking of which, sebenarnya ternampak nursing blouse yang cantik ni. Online. Since I am a "full-time-nursing-mom" and I bf in public so I think why don't I buy more nursing blouse. It is a good investment anyway. I have 4 pieces to date. And I have a nursing cover too, which I rarely use. But the thing is I already have a nursing cover kan pastu nak lagi nursing blouse dah ke

Hv settled everything needed to be done. Baju dah basuh n sidai, lunch is ready. Sara je dah makan while hubs n me waiting for adib to have his nap baru nk makan. I dont feel like going out today. I want to just stay at home and laze around. Sbb its sunday and tmrw we'll be working. Lagipun smlm dah keluar. Neway, Mak and abah hd been staying with us for 2 weeks+ when MM was nor around so during the duration asyik bangun lambat je. Sbb adib will be stay at home. Hantar sara je pegi school. But tmrw back to routine. Before 7:30 dah kena keluar rumah dah. Oh. That. Nothing much. Nak upload gambar adib and sara during yestrday's outing sebenarnya. My initial plan was to try out pavlova dkt coffee planet tapi pegi pun dah lambat, sempat dinner at the usual place little penang pastu take away roti kopi at papparich n some pancake at PHOP while sara had 2 rounds of little dino ride, train n carousel with adib pastu headed home. Slalu pegi ioi dkt2 nak tutup dah 😂. Tak sempat beli ap

Tomorrow MM will arrive from Sao Paulo. Can't wait. After two weeks, inshaAllah he's finally home. He is now on his way from SP to London, transit for 5 hrs and proceed frm London to KLIA for another 14 hours. InshaAllah will arrive soon at 7:35a.m the next morning. Pray for a safe flight. Amin. And since last night, we texted each other right until before his boarding sampai masuk dalam plane. Around 3 am jugaklah i managed to sleep !_! Btw  I can feel his "impatientness" to be home. Nak jumpa sara n adib lagi. Hehe. So cute. Now that Sara is in the phase of reading, almost every night i do phonics exercise with her. Idk. Knowing sara, dia mmg kuat ingatan. She can easily remember things / people / kejadian. Tapi part alphabet ni, kadang2 ada few words yang dia tak ingat. Kalau math senang je ajar. Maybe she's not into alphabet. But somehow we could not skip and take it not seriously because she has to know the 3Ms before she starts primary school. So i teach her

Marah sangat harini. I couldnt help it. I wanna scream and write so many unkind word right now on someone's fb status but its not appropriate to do such thing. I know.  It will not look nice especially with that I am a lady, a wife and mother, and such. I need someone to talk to. I need to tell the whole story to someone. I wish. Tapi tak boleh. I am tired of keeping it to myself. Letih. Psycho aku rasa.  Kat sini pun i dont know what to write. I am so depressed i wanna cry.  Knowing my husband, dia mmg sgt gigih, especially with the things yang dia suka. Mcm electronics ni lah. Its his favorite stuff. Its his passion. Berapa kali nak suruh quit tapi tak juga berjaya. Macam masa awal2 dia join benda ni during yesteryears i lah yang paling menyampah sekali. Asal topic ni je mula la nak perang. Benci sangat lah. As time flies, i am sort of getting used to it. Most likely getting used to the situation. Sbb it surely takes up ur time and energy. Lama lama dah malas nak la