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final exam fuh fuh fuh

tuesday 21 jan 14. final paper of final subject of master. oh serius ya ampun sungguh letih sem ni. it looks easy. 1 subject but the hardness and difficulties are perghhhhh.. indescribable! i suppose this is the MOST challenging subject of all. sungguh sungguh. super stress. supper mind cracking. supper mind torturing. n super time killing. apa yg mampu dibuat, usaha usaha usaha, endlessly and at the same time, pray hard and finally, harus redha. but deeeeeeeep inside, i am still hoping to see a good 'sight' regardless of whatever the efforts are. Masya Allah. Betulkanlah niatku. Semua ini Lillahi Ta'ala. 
N sara sangat kasihan ok. i know she misses me, a lot. she waited for me patiently and impatiently hehe. She'd accompanied me with my revision and busied herself with colouring works. Sampai tertido. i've tried and always will prioritize her regardless of any situation. most of my/our decision will take her accounted, and atm, i am trying to prioritize the most im…

Sara kena gegata

Ya Allah sungguh hatiku tak tenang and at ease sekali. Sara kena gegata (hives) masa ambik kat rumah bs. seketul gedabak kat pipi kiri, n merah2 kat pipi kanan. terus bawak jumpa doc klinik panel depan rumah ni. dapat ubat sapu Elomet. balik sapu kat pipi and alhamdulillah it works magic. tak smpai stgh jam gegata tu dah hilang. Sara happy, mama happy happy, ayah happy, we are all happy. alhamdulillah.pagi ni bangun tido, terkejut, tgk penuh pulak kat peha sampai kaki. both sides. ya allah. kesiannya. tapi sara takde garu pun. terus sapu lagi krim smlm. hoping and praying for magic to happen. but it seem hours to heal. smpai hantar kat rumah bs still merah2. tadi called bs, katanya dah surut. ada sikit2 je. lega sikit. try focus study utk exam malam ni. dugaan.  masa ni dah tak fikir exam. she's the only matter keep on loitering in my mind. masih risau sebenarnya. takut merebak ke badan. n sara tak tahan gatal. kesian. harap2 cepat baik.  mama skrg mode pasrah tapi masih study. study cepat2.  …

haha whattttt??

ntahapehapentah. feeling (refer to above sentence) atm. okay had mid term last nite.  the very final one and only subject this sem, for master
first time in my life, kira history la ni. hv to re-sit the test. omg omg omg that is soooooo discouraging and very much demotivated shameful and scary? hahaha what should I do...cry?  No.  I laugh.laugh.laugh lah.  what else well, it turned out everyone in class have to re-sit all of us means both of us fact is there's only 2 students in the class me and the other guy lets both of us re-sit and score A+++ okay got it. berusaha! Bye
2014 is indeed a great year. Pray for it. and have faith. Insya Allah.
Ya Allah please make things easier for me, for my spouse, my kid, my parents and sibling, my life, and everything.  Insya Allah. Have faith. Always believe in a positive way.
P/s : I aim to read more and write more in 2014 Pss: Be nice


i feel losti have test too i have loads to do too i am juggling between stuffs too i am tired too i feel like.. drop everything and sit i feel dumb i have no time i have not enough time ok bye