..of a bubbly and witty thoughts

Its today! Pray for the best Hopefully the measurement result will be in a good agreement with simulation result. Dah habis fikir dah ni mcm mana nak design Aduh Letih sangat dah ni I just want to get it over and done with. Thats it. Ya Allah pls make it easy for me.  Ya Allah pls grant me with the success  Ya Allah. Help me Aamiin Antenna pls be good to me

I have to blog about this.  So that when Sara read this (i hope she eventually will when she's grow up) she knows that she had her ear pierced when she is only 5! Yes. Very young at age. Even yours truly had her ear piercing at 20yrs old, i guess. Couldnt really recall but I am pretty sure I had it during my uni time at Sg. Wang Plaza to be exact. Dah besar baru ada the guts untuk pierce kat telinga. Haha. Talking about me being chickened out, lol.  So Sara, there you are. Yes u had a little sob right after the process but they only lastrrr for few minutes and then you were okay and all smiled. Proud of you my brave little girl.  So Adib had his follow up check up with his Paeds, Dr Afifah of KPMC yesterday and alhamdulillah the result was good, except he had lost around 200gram. He is now 6.7kg, compared to 6.9kg last week (before admitted on 5/10/15). Aim for next check up is 7kg. InshaAllah. Adib, mama doa Allah will grant to the best of health. Same goes to Sara. And everyone o

Learned these tenets from my lil one today.  It feels like a 'pang' on my face that wakes me up somehow.  She said,  Show me 1. Courtesy 2. Integrity 3. Perseverance 4. Self-control 5. Indomitable spirit With ur guidance O'Allah, I am so blessed! Again, thank you Allah. For sending me 'malaikat kecil' ini. I am beyond thankful. She makes me a person that I wanted to be. She saved me from astray, far from you. She saves me whenever I feel lost. She gives me hope whenever I am hopeless. She's the one who took my hand to the righteous path. She's always there for me, abide with me.  She; is my little girl.  She; is my beloved daughter. Terima kasih sayang. For giving me a new hope, a new breathe, a new determination. Terima kasih anak mama. For giving me strength thro the hardest time. Terima kasih sayang mama. For being there for me, thro thick and thin.  You are only 5 but, i owe you a lot! Really a lot til i lost count and think i could not repay. Mama sayan

I feel lost So lost And afraid I dont know where to start I dont know where to go I dont know what to do I dont know how to react I dont know what to respond i.d.k I am still afraid I am still traumatized Ya Allah please guide me I am so weak i couldnt even speak I feel so numb And dumb And useless Sigh Of a black moment in your life

Alhamdulillah after 3 days in Kpmc ward Adib dah boleh discharge this afternoon. Alhamdulillah syukur sangat. Intially he was diagnosed with brochitis but after some sample test performed by his Paed, it was actually RSV; respiratory synctial virus. Here's some info with regard. Credit to google. Hehe. RSV is the most common germ that causes lung and airway infections in infants and young children. Most infants have had this infection by age 2. Outbreaks of RSV infections most often begin in the fall and run into the spring. The infection can occur in people of all ages. The virus spreads through tiny droplets that go into the air when a sick person blows their nose, coughs, or sneezes. You can catch RSV if: A person with RSV sneezes, coughs, or blows their nose near you. You touch, kiss, or shake hands with someone who is infected by the virus. You touch your nose, eyes, or mouth after you have touched something contaminated by the virus, such as a toy or doorknob. RSV often sprea

So my two kids are down with fever and flu and cough. 3 in 1 combo package. Sara has been taking 2-days off from school and today I have to tumpangkan dia at babysitter's house. Adib has started coughing too and  I can hear some phlegmy sound when he coughs. So, I have these deep thoughts, discussed with MM and decided that I am going to take a-half-day off today to take Sara to doc (if she's still feverish) and look after 'em at home. I can work from home instead. No harm. I just feel uneasy to send my kids to school / babysitter when they are unwell. I always wanted to take care of my sick kids on my own, at home. idk, I am like that. Being the mother, I am sure we know our kids pretty well right. Besides, feverish kids normally a little cranky sometimes. Macam kesian kan. I cannot lah.   Anyway, I will try percussion technique for Adib tonight if he's still coughing with phlegm. So, ok then. It is well-nigh lunch time. I better off to tapau some foods for lunch and