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Did you noticed the ticker? It is 7 days to go and I suddenly have the nerves in my stomach. I don't know what to feel; instead of feeling heavier. I can't think of anything. I have no specific plan when it comes to labor. Guess I just go with the flow and tawakal and doa banyak pray for the best out of the best, aaminn. That's the only thing I can afford to, atm pun kan.
Well, during the last check up my OBG suggested for a CTG on the 39th week and most probably an induced delivery (again?) tomorrow if the baby's weight is stagnant for another week. To date, baby A has a weight of 2.8 kg which is fine with me. Sara was 2.7kg je pun dulu. Sebab tomorrow is too soon la I don't think I am mentally prepared enough (ada ke org ready nak bersalin?). Uwaaaaa!! Ya Allah takut pulak dah rasanya *cries and scream in my heart*. Tolong lah bertambah berat kamu baby A. Kita kan nak pegi sports day kakak on this 25th. InshaAllah... everything will be fine kan kan. 27th April won't be a long wait right. Speaking to my sub-conscious mind :)

On another note, I am a little worry about how Sara will react when the baby arrives. She has been very sensitive ever since. And pretty much clingy. She used to tell me that she likes to be having adik around tapi Sara sedih, tsk, tsk. *cries some more* I feel you sayang. Mama paham sangat. I yet foresee a major challenge; SCHOOL! Yes. She's never been to school without mama. Mesti nak mama hantar. Camane ni? Confinement lama kot 44 hari. And mama will be on maternity leave for 3 months. Hence we've gotta think of something. We have to find a way anyhoo. Just think! Think!

Nothing much on weekend. Since my parents arrive last Thursday I am glad I have an ample time to rest and lazing around. Not to mention, eat a lot. Habis la. Kalau berat baby tak naik, berat mamanya la yang naik. Noticing the "kembangness" in me so I make a hasty purchase of bengkung moden dengan harapan I will get my butt back in shape hahaha *lol* very soon after confinement. I used to wear the traditional bengkung yang lilit2 (Amway) tu during confinement of Sara but I found it was difficult to move around wearing it especially bila nak ke toilet. Terkial-kial kau. Haha. So modern that's it, should be easier. zap zap je and done!

Ok so work checked! Submitted everything. Tinggal nak cuti je ni haha. Master studies checked. Alhamdulillah my paper is on proceeding. Still loads to be completed but once the conference presentation was done it is a huge relieved yo! Glad I made it.

Happy monday! Have a day ahead =)

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