What a stressful day.
I knew few things that tempted to the stress.
1. There’s no internet connection here the moment I am very keen to use it.
2. Low production. I only managed to pump total of 10 oz today. Sedih sangat.
Morning session = 4 oz
Afternoon session = 2 oz
Evening session = 4 oz
3. Too much interference to ignore during the pumping session. But they are not to be blamed. I’m using the public room so I have to bear with all the inconvenience. *Sigh*
4. I feel quite blur today. My mind is empty. If there are things, it is actually lingering up ahead.
5. I don’t want to go to the so – called open day in kl day after tomorrow. It is from 8a.m – 4p.m so that means I need to bring my ‘bestfriend’ with me. I pray that there will be a nice place for me to "doing my thing".
Ya Allah… permudahkanlah urusan hambamu ini..Banyakkanlah air susuku untuk anakku. Permudahkanlah perjalanan penyusuan anakku agar dapat memenuhi syariatmu..
But nevertheless, I am determined to pump even though I’ll be facing a lot of obstacle, eventho there are certain people who purposely put the obstacle in me, I will not easily give up. Ya Allah, bantulah aku untuk bersabar…
And to probably cheer me up, a slice of cheese cake would be fine and of course, seeing Sara Hana’s cute little face.. Oh..these is what we called bliss. And I can’t wait for that. =)
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